The Melancholy Of Hafiidz

shock!!

2011-05-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

i dont want say it ....... that i'm shock watch ur skype status, thankyou.

LOST

2011-05-11T19:04:00.000-07:00

every day since we are all going to universities, i feel that i'm totally missing something. something that irreplaceable in my life. something i care. something that gives me pain. something that i look for. something i sacrifice my daily common activities (dota), something which remind to future... i scare this "something" will be taken by other man. that's mean all of my hope will useless. the probability of this happening is 80% .. so my hope only 20% . all i can do is pray to Allah. coz "something" the most perfect that i ever meet in my life ( assume that perfect in my eyes not others )

will we able to meet each other soon? i knew someday you will go to overseas . now the distance become more further than before. i dont talk to much with you. but the non-talking person gives me a miracles . the word love which i dont believe anymore shine in my heart. its kinda impossible.but it really happen. so i think that you that "something" are my only and my last love :)

word F always reminds me to you. some people may said that i'm desperate ... and my answer is YES. why? because that desperate tells that i'm not looking to other person than you... you like a drug to me.. seeing you happy is the best moment in my life. but soon i wont able to take the drug. you are going somewhere better but me somewhere worst. -___- why life is so difficult? but you presence gives me a new spirit of studies so that i could reach you someday... someday yes i will.. however, university life will teach you to find other guy. ya i know its will happen...

i can keep my promise to look after you .. and i already do that... but i dont know anything bout you? seriously i know that your group are anti-boys.. and i like it.. so do that till end.. dont just said... its too much for me to make sure that you not belongings to anyone. that my priority for now... keeping you free.. do what you want . said what you want as long no other man with you...

urrgghh we all going to separate. we dont know what future await us. but we can plan for future.its all mighty ALLAH jobs. we can work hard to create a future.

I fell in love with someone who doesn't love me back.

ya i knew that word true but... its not waste for me to try my best :P

i want to tell the world that i love you. so people will know and hope that no one will take you away.

errr i think i'm talking to much ... and i know that you wont read this coz you're busy.hhahaha gud luck dear in you studies. i will reach your level someday so wait for me :)

All i said its true and its my heart content. please dont turn me down. :( wish me luck in my studies. insyaAllah. may god bless us.

It's hard for me.

2011-05-09T10:26:00.000-07:00

well everyone going to universities. i gonna miss my family, friends, pets and of course YOU. sob3

a huge distance love.

what's going to be 9 years later?

my future. will she.... uhhh.. its kinda imposible since i know there a lot better man outside T_T. she wont look after me. yeah sad ending. BUT i believe in miracle... i'm always like you. no one can change it except Allah.

last word from me . hope that you will wait for me. wiil you?

A word with hatred

2011-05-05T10:54:00.000-07:00

"BO AH BO COPY XPEHE KO ?" first word of hatred... okey ayat tu memeng masuk dalam hati... rasa hati nim mace pecah, hancur, cair, tercabut, nak mati, berkecai.......aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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ada rasa sebak didada... ;( sorry

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2011-04-23T12:17:00.000-07:00

"in frenship there's no sorry okay" what's that really means? :(

Couple? Not For Me, Thanks! (in Manglish)

2011-04-20T02:56:00.000-07:00

Mungkin dia perlukan perhatian,” Kasihan by Hujan.

Since this seems like THE topic right now, I have been drawn to share my views/ reasons/ arguments/ whatevers for not couple-ing (that’s having a girlfriend, for all you non-Manglish speakers).

Disclaimer: I have had the experience of nearly having a girlfriend before this, so I know why people do it too (ecewaaaaah, expert abes ayat beliau!). Oh, and this post will be in Manglish too. (Sorry non-Manglish speakers!)

Reason #1: Berdossaaa..

The reasons that I have been reading all along. All I agree with. There are several blogposts about this that say it better than I ever could, but the most concise (i guess) would be this one –> Click here. Check it out.

Reason #2: Loss of Freedom

Sure, memang bes bila ada orang tanya pasai kita tiap-tiap hari. Sikit-sikit, “Dah makan belum?” Sikit-sikit, “Dah mandi belum?” Sikit-sikit, “Dah berak belum?”

taken from smallbiztrends.com

Tapi lama-lama naik rimas gak woh. Bila dah siap buat satu benda ja kena bagi report, kalau tak kena merajuk sedas. Bila tak reti nak pujuk awek, tambah-merajuk beliau pasai kita tak pandai nak pujuk. Last-last skali kena label “tak reti nak pujuk orang”.

Jadi hidup akan jadi soo dependent on our phones. Kena text them, like, 24/7 kot. Nak buat kerja pun payah. Kalau lambat reply, kena lagi merajuk. Mau tak letih? Bila busy sikit, kena merajuk lagi. Nak bersembang rancak ngan member-member pun jadi payah. Pasaipa? Pasai time dok sembang-sembang, nak kena stop sat, reply message dulu. Kawan kita dok cakap, kita tak pay attention kat dia, then kata “hah?” Kawan kita pun naik bengkek ngan kita.

Tapi, on the other hand, kalau ignore the phone, then akan dapat lagi message daripada “si dia”, yang akan berbaur “hello?”, “U there?”, ataupun miscall trus. Then, this happens:

Si dia: pasaipa lambat reply?

Kita: sembang ngan kawan.

Si dia: Oh, kawan… (which of course means “So kawan hang lagi important dari aku la?? Kononnya special la aku?? Kawan boleh dicari, tapi aku mana hang nak jumpak???”)

Kita: Sorry.

Si dia: *merajuk, tak reply.

And the whole sha-bang lah after that. The fight scene that ensues I’ll leave to your colourful imaginations jalah.

So, memang tak free man. Kena menjawab ALL THE TIME. Baik clash and stay single. Tak payah risau nak report kat siapa-siapa.

Reason #3: Habis duit.

Seriously, if you have a girlfriend, your wallet is not safe. Or rather, the money inside it. It’s not that the girl will ask for the money or presents or whatever. It’s usually our own innate desire to be so-called “romantic” to get them stuff. Pantang nampak bear cute atau cincin stai skit, kita terbayang-bayang si dia, so kita pun beli la, bagi kat dia bila jumpak.

taken from t0.gstatic.com

Ha, bila jumpak tu pun satu lagi hal. Kita ni kena la jadi gentleman konon kan? Kena la spend duit nak belanja dia ini itu. Mana boleh split the bill beb. Tak gentle ah. Kita kena belanja. Memang at the time kita tak perasan pun duit kita habis. Kita terlalu taksub nak make that person happy and make it seem like we’re the perfect boyfriend, that everything that we spend is considered small change compared to what we get in return, and that’s “true love”. Bleagh~ I can’t believe I was that kind of person. Astaghfirullahal’aziim.

Then not to mention the incessant amount of money that needs to be spent on prepaid. You have to text this person every 3 minutes, for the whole time that you’re awake (let’s just put it at 15 hours). After doing the math, (what?? Anak Pak Man does math??) I have discovered that if you send a text message every 3 minutes for 15 hours, you would have sent 500 texts to just ONE PERSON in a day. That’s like RM5 (if one text was one sen). So an RM10 prepaid card would only last you 2 days! Gosh, even I’m astonished with this piece of information.

What do you get in return for your heavy investments? So-called “pure love” from someone who is not even your wife and you can’t do stuff to her that you can do to your wife, and nothing else. Now tell me, is that rational?

Reason #4: You Lose Friends

Okay, maybe I’m exaggerating a little bit. Just because you have a girlfriend doesn’t mean you lose friends automatically. But you do lose the time you can spend with your friends. Think about it.

taken from ih3.redbubble.net

Friend: Jom p tengok movie?

Kita: Oh, taleh ah bro, aku nak keluaq ngan awek satgi.

Friend: Oh, okay then.

Friend: Jom p mandi sungai?

Kita: Oh, taleh ah bro, aku janji nak breakfast ngan awek aku.

Friend: Hmm.

Friend: Jom mandi hujan?

Kita: Oh, taleh ah bro, awek aku kata bahaya, dia tamaw aku demam nanti.

Friend: What the foo??

Seriously, when your life revolves around your awek, everything else just drifts away. Family, friends, you bet.

So I have my reasons. I can spend my feelings, time and money on things that really matter, that are friends and family. Plus, I don’t need to have a girlfriend to be in love. I’m already in love right now, and that love has brought and will bring me closer to Allah. And that’s the only love I need.

Akhir kata, takkan kau rasai indahnya cinta; andai tiada cinta buat Yang Esa. (You won’t feel the beauty of love if you don’t feel love towards the One)

Cheers!

say what!

2011-04-19T20:24:00.000-07:00

" A Frog and An Angel... Its a huge different. i should give up. " thats what i said .... seriously thats really mean a lot...i should back to reality.. chasing an angel is kinda impossible ... T__T now i realize that its soo pain for loving an angel.. the angel will fly away later.. an angel should be living with an angel not the frog... i feel lonely right now.. what others said "even an angel can fall in love with a frog.." haha IT IS IMPOSSIBLE.. END

New Look

2011-04-18T06:15:00.000-07:00

this new look takes 1 day to finish

2011-04-16T09:18:00.000-07:00

I love the way you say my name,
I love that you're always the same,
I love the way you smile with your eyes,
I love that you never tell me any lies,
I love the way you talk and make fun of me.
I love your caring feeling and how you walk.
Although I love everything about you I hate something too,
I hate that you pretending don't know that I love you ♥
~ away ~

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2011-04-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

terima kasih maktab perguruan malaysia kerana tidak menerima saya.. terima kasih kerana membuatkan saya mengalirkan air mata buat kali kedua tahun ini... main objektif aku bukan la men jadi guru.. maktab hanya lah sebangai backup.. since backup pom xboleh apetah lagi UIA nanti..... my hope loss. i doom.. sob3... not in the mood.... who cares? no one care... but i do care..i'm ........ speechless now...

NeXt StEp XD

2011-04-12T01:16:00.000-07:00

Leading innovation, the huge change of hiruga. not short minded anymore. be an open minded. EFFECT of Jealousy , changes me... move on for future!

The Stories

2011-04-11T19:31:00.000-07:00

just you fail in love doesn't mean you gonna fail again.. coz i'm like you and i will take care of you with all i can. i just want to find some that who have strong religion and some other factors and i think i found it, ITS YOU..so that if i do something wrong you can help me out. if you weak.. i will support you.. if you hurt i will cheer you up.. coz when i like someone i will focus on you. i dont care about fair and beauty.. i'm just want for happiness.. i think you are my angel.. but.. who am i... i'm just an ugly guy who wish for an angel.. i'm not someone who korea face like or somewhat .. just an ugly guy.. i dont want to be a couple or somewhat.. i just want to tell my feeling and hope that you will accpet my feeling.. thas all... coz i afraid someday you will find other guy.. emm i think you will find which better that me.. sometimes we must face the truth... but who knows.. its all Allah wills ..i think may be too early for me to talk bout this.. i'm just kid..but.. haish..

i'm telling some stories ....

i have a friend who couple since high school... and now they want marry at overseas.. how sweet.. =_=" kids i mean my friends who couple by doing a lot of sins just want to have fun.. i afraid of that...think first when you want couple.. u must put ISLAM in up ahead.. not ur gf/bf.. i dont know why muslim nowdays all (most people) like to couple for fun.. even someone who i admire in past also do the same.. do they think about their relationship in future .... they dont think about marrying.. all they want just SINS... astagfurullah.. friends plz wake up!!... taking care of you bf and gf doesn't mean by huging, be alone at lonely place or somewhat.. taking care means you have to advice each other when you guys do wrong thing in religion or study.. that's the way... okey i have a friends who couple with such a good believe in ISLAM.. and they manage to keep their relation after marry.. Thats the way... not by taking some streets girl with free hair ... i also got friends who like that.. and i ask him why you like her.. and he tell me coz @!#!@(*!)**!*!)(* ..... what the hell ... do they afraid to ALLAH?? for sure they lack of solat... Alhadulillah for me i have done 5 times of solat but.. to gain KHUSYUK in solat is IMPOSSIBLE...i afraid Allah wont accept my pray.. i afraid of that.. solat or pray is the answer for whole situation .. InsyaAllah for who solat hidayah will come.. but for who doesn't ............ just wait for Allah mercy ...

in past, i do regret for going to sekolah agama.. but now feel i was the luckiest man in the world.. i dont know what will happen to me when i keep staying at zainab 2 high school... for sure i wont be a human...=_=" Islam education was really important.. sometimes people who stay at islamic school also become bad guy.. -_- ... its depend of ur self... thank god my brothers from ordinary i mean elit school naim, azim ,pidah, haziq was someone good and do solat. ^_^ ... sometimes i do turn into bad guys... well i'm human too.. but what i turn into, is not too BAD guys. hahaha.... alhamdulillah i'm from a good family.. my parent always want me to be a hafiz (remembering Al-Quran) but ..... hahahhahaha for me i'm not good in remembering... actually its just an excuse... -__- // well i hope my children will be or my next-next generation.... insyaAllah. at home my mother always tell me to go to pray at mosque.. hahaha >_< sometimes i dont go .. my father tells me " abe nop kijo gapo2 pom kijo la abah xkisah... abah nop abe jadi ore hop pegey nga agama islam.. semaye be bia cukup sokmo... jgn duk lagho2 nga dunio.. ingat kow mati... ingat kow umi nga abah.. " insyaAllah i'm trying to be.

hahahaha back to main topic.... =_=" i hope that you will accept my feeling.. kekeke if dont i like me that much.. please find a good boy who have islam in his heart.. i'm happy when seeing you happy even..... at lease got happy word.... coz i know who am i... why should you like me... coz you dont like me right.. urgghh.. why it has to be pain when you like someone.. you have tell me that "you deserve someone better and i'm sory" and i know its you.... i keep remembering that paragraph..i dont know la.. i hope someday you will change ur mind.. errr.. hope soO..university life will come soon later... sooner or later you will find other guys you like.. we are all humans.. -__- but i like you and i dont want change my mind heeeeeeeeeeeee. END.

*all arts credit to HyruleMasterat devientart

those are my feeling, tazkirah, experience are for me and my friends.. i'm not a good guy too... and sometimes i'm a bad guy.... -__- for those who want to find soul-mate .. listen to my advice and you will never regret it.. believe me... the world gonna end soon and i afraid to live in it. i dont know where my place in the after world.. i afraid of hell but i still do mistake... hope that i will get syafaat from Muhammad. our deed in "near world end" never promise the heaven... we all do sins everyday... astagfurullah

Keputusan Permohonan UPU IPTA, PILN, KPLSPM, Matrikulasi, Politeknik, Tingkatan 6 2011

2011-04-10T18:38:00.000-07:00

Senarai tarikh semakan temuduga, tarikh keputusan permohonan dan tarikh pendaftaran pelajar baru bagi Matrikulasi, UPU, USM, KPLSPM, Politeknik, PILN JPA/MARA dan Tingkatan 6 untuk tahun 2011. Diharap senarai tarikh semakan keputusan permohonan ini dapat membantu para pemohon.

UPU – Lepasan SPM

	Tarikh	Rujukan
Semakan Temuduga (jika ada)	11 April 2011	UTM, UiTM, UPSI, UPNM
Temuduga	14 – 18 April 2011
Keputusan Permohonan	Mei 2011	upu.mohe.gov.my
Penerimaan Tawaran	Mei 2011	IPTA
Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru	1 Jun 2011

UPU – Lepasan STPM & Setaraf – Bukan Pendidikan

	Tarikh	Rujukan
Semakan Temuduga	22- 24 April 2011	UPNM, UiTM, UIAM, UKM, UPM, UUM, UTM, UMS, UM
Temuduga	25 April – 5 Mei 2011
Keputusan Permohonan	Jun 2011	upu.mohe.gov.my
Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru	3 & 4 September 2011

UPU – Lepasan STPM & Setaraf – Pendidikan

	Tarikh	Rujukan
Semakan Ujian MEdSI	22 April 2011	mpm.edu.my
Ujian MEdSI	30 April 2011
Semakan Temuduga	13 Mei 2011	upu.mohe.gov.my
Temuduga	18 – 25 Mei 2011
Keputusan Permohonan	Jun 2011
Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru	3 & 4 September 2011

USM

	Tarikh	Rujukan
Semakan Ujian MUnSyI	24 Mac 2011	pohon.usm.my
Ujian MUnSyI	9 April 2011
Semakan Temuduga	20 April 2011
Temuduga	23 – 29 April 2011
Keputusan Permohonan	Mei 2011
Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru	3 & 4 September 2011

MATRIKULASI

	Tarikh	Rujukan
Keputusan Permohonan	28 April 2011	moe.gov.my
Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru	23 Mei 2011
Keputusan Rayuan dan Ambilan Kedua	Mei 2011
Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru (Rayuan dan Ambilan Kedua)	Jun 2011

KPLSPM

	Tarikh	Rujukan
Semakan Temuduga	12 April 2011	moe.gov.my
Temuduga & Ujian Insak	18 – 29 April 2011
Semakan Temuduga(Ambilan Khas)	25 April 2011
Temuduga & Ujian Insak	2- 5 Mei 2011
Keputusan Permohonan	21 Mei 2011
Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru	20 Jun 2011

POLITEKNIK

	Tarikh	Rujukan
Semakan Panggilan Temuduga	8 & 13 April 2011	politeknik.edu.my
Temuduga	11 – 25 April 2011
Ujian Bertulis	17 – 25 April 2011
Keputusan Permohonan (Tanpa Bertemuduga)	22 Mei 2011
Keputusan Permohonan (Bertemuduga)	30 Mei 2011
Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru	3 Julai 2011

PILN JPA

	Tarikh	Rujukan
Semakan Temuduga	8 – 16 April 2011	esilav2.jpa.gov.my
Temuduga	12 – 15 April 2011
Keputusan Temuduga	Mei 2011
Program Perdedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor	10 – 12 Mei 2011
Keputusan Rayuan	Jun 2011
Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru	Jun/Julai/Ogos 2011

PILN MARA

	Tarikh	Rujukan
Semakan Temuduga	14 April 2011	mara.gov.my

TINGKATAN 6

	Tarikh	Rujukan
Semakan Tawaran ke Tingkatan 6	9 Mei 2011	moe.gov.my
Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru	Mei 2011
Permohonan Pertukaran Jurusan	Mei 2011	Pengetua Sekolah
Tarikh Tutup Rayuan	Jun 2011	Pengetua Sekolah

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Fear

2011-04-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

First of all THANK GOD ALHAMDULILLAH ... all my friends and i are safe... my first i mean second experience such a terrible nightmare ... after the "event" finish i went home with fear.. with unconscious mind... i'm not telling my parent what happen... coz i know they well.. -__- they will never let me go outside anymore.. i sit at my bad and lying there...my heart beat as quick as lightning.. i dont know what to do.. with fear and unconscious mind i call someone .. and tell the whole story.. i dont know why i telling that person.. its was my involuntary action.. =_=" i dont know who else i want tell the story... i just dont know.. than the "AZAN" sound call me .. that moment i dont go mosque.. i pray at home... and thank to Allah.

Kau

2011-04-08T04:04:00.000-07:00

Pembaca disarankan skrol ke pengakhiran entri dan memainkan lagu yang dikepilkan sebelum meneruskan bacaan.

***

"Anakanda ni dah gatal nak kahwin sangat ke? Kemain lagi nampak." Bonda membuka bicara pada suatu petang yang bening. Kahwin?

Sah! Mesti wall Facebookku sudah dilihat. Aku tersengih. "Ish, apa pula bonda ni. Tak adalah pun bonda."

"Tak ada? Ha. Eloklah tu. Belajar tu biar sampai habis dulu, biar dapat kerja apa semua baru boleh nak sara anak orang. Ni belum apa-apa lagi dah nak kahwin dah." Bonda meneruskan bicara. Ayat tipikal ibu bapa. Eheh.

"Ler, bonda ni. Mana ada. Kalau betul anakanda nak kahwin, anakanda bagitahu bonda betul-betul la."Sirius!

"Betul ke ni? Entah-entah dah ada girlfriend tak?"

"Ish, girlfriend pulak. Anakanda tak ada girlfriend pun bonda." Girlfriend jugak yang ditanya. Taknaklah girlfriend-girlfriend ni bonda. Mengumpul dosa. Baik kahwin terus.

"Tak ada? Betul?"

"Ya, betul."

"Sungguh?"

"Ya, sungguh."

"Betul ni?"

"Adeh. Betullah bonda. Bonda ni kan.." Heee!

***

Gambar ehsan agmnhob

Semuanya gara-gara Facebook ditambah pula dengan kerenah rakan-rakan yang suka berscandal. Diri dijadikan mangsa hoax namun aku layankan saja. Haha. Mulalah itu dan ini bertanya, "Betul ke ?" Lawak, memang lawak tapi berlarutan .

Tapi..kahwin? Sejauh manakah diri ini untuk memimpin? Sudahkah diri sendiri terpimpin? Diri sendiri cuba direnungi, cuba diselami, jauh ke dalam sana. Bagaimanakah diri?

Bak kata Harith, selengkap manakah 10 Muwasafat Tarbiyah dalam diri? Sekukuh manakah Matinul Khuluq? Sehebat manakah Mutsaqqoful Fikri? Sekeras manakah Mujahadatun Linafsi? Sebaik manakah Munazhzhamun fi Syu’uni? Allah! Jauhnya terasa untuk sampai ke sana.

Dan, kahwin? Seberapa mudahnya kalimah itu dipermain. Sedangkan di sebaliknya terlindung satu amanah yang besar, satu amanah yang berat. Namun, berapa ramaikah lelaki yang menangis kerana faham akan hakikat perkahwinan yang sempurna? Sedangkan ibadat sendiri tidak terjaga, ini nak jaga ibadat isteri bagaimana pula? Anak-anak pula bagaimana? Jadi orangkah mereka? Apakah diri sudah bersedia meninggalkan perkara-perkara lagha, agar terbina suasana islam dalam keluarga? Sedangkan daku sendiri tidak dididik ibu dan bapa untuk mendengar lagu karut itu ini. Mampukah dilakukan perkara yang sama? Tidak, kahwin tidak semudah berkata-kata. Kahwin bukanlah bahan jenaka.

Sesiapa yang nak kahwin tu, eloklah dengar lagu ini. Kenapa lagu ini? Dengarlah.

Dani Setiawan / Epicentrum - Mencari Bidadari
Bila yakin tlah tibaTeguh didalam jiwa
Kesabaran menjadi bunga

Sementara waktu berlalu
Penantian tak berarti sia sia
Saat perjalanan adalah pencarian diri

Laksana Zulaikha jalani hari
Sabar menanti Yusuf sang tambatan hati
Dipenantian mencari diri
Memohonkan ampunan dipertemukan

Reff
Segera kan kujemput engkau bidadari
Bila tiba waktu kutemukan aku
Ya Ilahi Robbi keras ku mencari diri sepenuh hati
Teguhkanlahku dilangkah ini
Dipenantian hakikat diri
Dan izinkan kujemput bidadari
Tuk bersama menuju Mu sepenuh hati...

Kini yakin tlah tiba
Teguh didalam jiwa
Kesabaran adalah permata

Dan waktu terus berlalu
Penantian tak berarti sia sia
Saat perjalanan adalah pencarian diri

Laksana Adam dan Hawa
Turun kebumi terpisah jarak waktu
Dipenantian mencari diri
Memohonkan ampunan dipertemukan

Bidadari tlah menyentuh hati
Teguhkan nurani
Bidadari tlah menyapa jiwa
Memberikan makna

Bila yakin kan tiba? Bila kan sabar menjadi bunga? Sampai bilakah penantian diri, untuk kejemputmu bidadari?

Ya, ya, ya, aku tahu lagu ini daripada novel Hlovate lama dulu tapi baru dengar. Sekian.
Mustahil untuk dia mencintai aku. ku harus terima kenyataan. terima kasih.

original post farhan aka rajaotai

errmm

2011-04-07T19:51:00.000-07:00

i'm sory for been annoying coz.... i dont want to be like someone did to you when you give him ur number. i feel happy when post on ur wall but... u seems unlike what i did.. so i delete it. are you hate me that much? :(

ANGER

2011-04-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

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This for you Understand the meaning~ ngee~

2011-04-06T01:12:00.001-07:00

Avril Lavigne - Stop Standing There

All this talking to you
I don't know what I'm to do
I don't know where you stand
What's inside of your head

All this thinking of you
Is that what you're doing too
You're always on my mind
I talk about you all of the time

Don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to show you how much I mean it

So open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show who I am

You're just standing by
You're just wasting time
Why don't you just tell me the truth
About me and you

And as the time goes by
I hope you realize
If you ask me to
I just might be with you

So don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to show you how much I mean it

Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show who I am

Stop standing there
Standing there
And stop acting like you don't care

And stop being scared
Being scared
Stop acting like you don't carrrrrre

So don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to show you how much I mean it

Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show who I am

So don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to show you how much I mean it

Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So I can show who I am

Who I am
Who I am
Who I am

Aku seram

2011-04-05T10:48:00.000-07:00

kadang2 aku seram tgk kawan2 aku bergambar dengan awek dia berduaan macam tu.. nauzubillahhiminzalid..

sekurang2nye kalau nak bergambar berduaan pom baik la bergambar tempat awam macam.. macam mall ker..(selemah2 iman)

ni kalau gambar berduaan macam tu... ada sorang lagi kat tgh tu... korang nampak tak?? syaitan ada kat tgh tu.. ya Allah lindungilah aku dari perkara sedemikian...

aku bukannye nak hina apa.. cuma... xsedap hati.. jer..

islam mengajar untuk malu dalam percintaan bukan berani dalam percintaan.

ramai lagi kawan2 aku kat sana yg macam tu.. malah org yg aku minat dulu pum sama jer.. dah tahu ramai mana dia bergambar dgn laki.. still aku like dia.. bodoh aku waktu dulu... aku ingin berubah.. mencari yg halal.. menjauhi yg haram. insyaAllah.

aku pom xboleh cakap macam tu.. aku entah apa akan jadi.. aku ni mudah lemah imam.. aku mohon agar aku tidak jadi macam tu... >_< haish... "sedak oyak kow ore kito tuh gano?" perkaataan tu la yg menjadi favert aku... sebab dulu tgk senior2 aku cakap no couple la ape la... bila dah masuk u ape.. sama jer.. haish..-__-"

I happy way too happy

2011-04-05T08:39:00.000-07:00

thank god i'm soo happy now.

its enough for me able to chat with you every day... hahahaha far way too enough..

i'm not expecting too much....

ku hanya mencari cinta yg membawa ke syurga bukan ke neraka. :)

dulu aku pernah jadi salah sorang dlm badan dakwah kat skolah BALKIS -___-

memang rasa strange je duk dalam tu.. suasana yg sunyi.. dengar ore duk baco al- quran... bilik balkis la paling sunyi skali hahaha.. tapi gak ade ke muka aku macam pendakwah... aku yang patut kena dakwah ..-__-

okey lepas spm ni rasa rugi jer sebab semayang jemaah kat masjid tak 100%... isyak dan magrib jer aku pergi solat ... -___- sebab time tu je rajin nak pergi.. zohor asar panas.. subuh mengantuk.. hahaha macam2 alasan.. but seriously rasa rugi... tapi aku risau masa depan aku... aku takut kerja terlalu sibuk sampai lupa nak sembahyang nauzubillah... >_< ramai org solat sekarang.. kawan aku pom gitu jugop... puah ajop... kalu subuh tu memey xmaye la.. -__-" parop...

to put this in a nut shell, solat itu tiang agama.

err balik citer tadi....

i will wait for you... ceh.... >_<

=_="

2011-04-03T06:15:00.000-07:00

i feel it's no longer safe for me to post any blog post >_<

my secret admire no longger secret haish.....

i'm soo sorry for troubling with ur life.... i noe it's kinda shame for being "annoying" by me.. who am i~ (nada siapalah sy ni)

hahahaha still got joke~ ^_^ uih serious2!

emmm i think i want to make another blog which noone knows about i soo that i can tell the whole story

i'm really have a lot things to write in this blog especially about you~ but.. since this blog no longer "safe" and many people read this blog......

i feel soO shame coz i'm trying to get the "never will happen" love .. somewhat

how ironic !!

i'm really soOooOrrrRRRRrrYYYYyyy for troubling you.. coz i dont think about ur feeling.. i'm selfish!

hahahahha but i wonder who is she is??who is you?? hahahhaha

but that love "things" come the last in whole thing... i should focusing to my study but to think that.. what if you like someone else?? err... i scare that happen.. but i dont want to be a couple unless i'm engage.. i dont want a mokey's love!! perghH! i love my family more wekkkk :P hahhahahaha

okey cukup!

The truth

2011-04-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

nampaknya telah jelas sapa yg coment

IP address: 121.120.135.34
IP country: Malaysia
IP Address state: Wilayah Persekutuan
IP Address city: Kuala Lumpur
IP latitude: 3.1667
IP longitude: 101.7000
ISP: Maxis Communications Bhd
Organization: Maxis Communications Bhd

a MAXIS user .. i wonder whO? the address let it be secret... >_< up there was service provider address.. well DON`T GIVE UP TO WHAT YOU DREAMS ON !!

Life is tough :(

2011-04-01T18:24:00.000-07:00

Adakah aku mengaharap terlalu lebih??

aku risau jika suatu hari nanti bila aku mahu confess dia akan cakap "you deserve someone better, I'm sorry"

dah la belum aku confess lagi dia cakap macam tu =_="

Pompuan memang membuatkan lelaki mengharapkan kat dia.. bila lama-lama.. keluar la perkataan ni" kita kan kawan jer.

well never mind I'll believe in miracles.. just follow the flow.. but in my life i never get what i want.. T__T

Okey, My Love To Allah is Better Than my Love to humans !!

aku taknak la couple than putus ... nauzibillahhiminzalid... apa yg aku nak couple yg dah tentu sampai ke akhirat. mengambil masa yg lama untuk mengenali pasangan hidup.

well keluarga aku xde la rich sangat... yg mula2 aku kena buat support keluarga aku dulu.. maklum lah aku kan anak sulong. abang Long ... haish >_<

tapi aku pelik la ayah aku ni... jenis yg xsuka menunjuk-nunjuk.. bersikap sederhana.. walaupun kadang2 aku tgk business tu 20k sebulan.. (brigak kaka)

entah la kereta tu.. memeng taknak tukar yg baru... xpi xpa.. ayah aku ni penting kan anak2... 12k memang dah ada dlm tabung haji aku.. hahahaha terima kasih abah :)

tapi bila ayah aku act macam sederhana people.. ade la manusia yg suka menghina... biarlah.. asalkan mereka berbahagia...

mak dan bapak saudara aku semuanya gaji gempak2 -__-

kemewahan dunia hanyalah sementara... akhirat adalah kemewahan ABADI...

InsyaAllah aku akan jadi orang yg baik yg mengejar dunia dan akhirat.

bukan lah hanya mengejar dunia seperti mejoriti sekarang...astaghfirullah hal azimmm..

k la..~ nak pi mandi.. bangun pagi2 update blog... -__- haish

perasaanku sama seperti wanita ini.. adakah aku tergolong sebagai wanita?

2011-04-01T08:36:00.000-07:00

Salam to all readers~ =) (Ups, ni bukan entry diskriminasi gender tapi ini realiti)

from http://dirikudrcinta.blogspot.com/

Kerja yang TOP kat MALAYSIA~

2011-03-31T20:46:00.000-07:00

10 PEKERJAAN PALING DIKEHENDAKI DI MALAYSIA | MOST TOP JOBS

Pelbagai pekerjaan ditawarkan di negara ini dan juga banyak peluang pekerjaan yang setiap hari diiklankan melalui surat khabar, internet, brosur dan lain-lain. Tapi korang harus peka peluang pekerjaan apa yang banyak dikehendaki di Malaysia kini?

Anda dapat mengetahui peluang pekerjaan mana paling banyak di Malaysia kini. Dengan ini anda dapat melakukan persediaan mengisi kekosongan jawatan yang ditawarkan di sesebuah company di Malaysia.ok ni hiruga nak kasi tips~

So, bidang pekerjaan apa yang paling dikehendaki dan diperlukan di Malaysia kini?

Let's check it out peluang pekerjaan!!

1. Sales & Marketing (Jualan dan Pemasaran)

Kerja yang lebih kepada menjual sesuatu produk
kepada pelanggan

(juru pemasaran, akauntan, agen insurans,
kereta, perbankan, wakil jualan produk,
perunding pengiklanan, tele pemasaran)

2. Engeneering & Technical & programming ( Kejuruteraan dan Kerja Teknikal dan programmer)

Pekerjaan yang lebih kepada jurutera dan juruteknik dalam
memreka sesuatu produk dan membaiki sesuatu produk)

( Juruteknik mekanikal, kejuruteraan, juru elektrik, rekaan industri, juru teknikal,
juru teknik komputer, program komputer dan lain-lain)

3. Hospitality & Catering ( Hotel, Pelancongan dan Katering)

Pekerjaan ini pula merupakan
pekerjaan yang lebih
mengutamakan pelanggan serta
saling berkomunikasi dengan
pelanggan dan menjaga imej serta
memberi perkhidmatan
yang terbaik kepada pelanggan
dan tetamu.

( pengurusan hotel, restoren, katering, chef, seni kulinari, penyambut tetamu, pemandu pelancongan, juruterbang, flight attendant, stewardess, waiter, agen pelancongan, receptionist hotel, bellboy hotel, Chef de partie, perkhidmatan pelanggan, public relation hotel, pengemasan bilik)

4. Accounting & Finance ( Perakaunan & Kewangan)

Pekerjaan yang berkaitan dengan pengiraan dan
kewangan. SeLain itu, perlu mengimbanGkan akaun,
merekod dokumen-dokumen perakaunan dan kewangan.

(akauntan, pegawai bank, insurans, kerani, cukai,
pegawai audit, pegawai taksir danl Lain-lain )

5. Clerical & Administrative (Pengkeranian & Pentadbiran)
(kerani, pembantu pengurus pentadbiran, setiausaha,
pembantu peribadi, pegawai sumber manusia dan lain-lain)

6. Management (Pengurusan)

Pekerjaan yang lebih fokus kepada pengurusan sesuatu syarikat

(pengurus perniagaan, pembantu pengurus hotel / restoren, pengurusan sumber manusia,
pengurusan majlis, pengurusan banquet, pengurusan persidangan dan lain-lain)

7. Art, Design & Media

Pekerjaan yang lebih kepada seni dan kreativiti
yang banyak mencari dan meluahkan idea-idea
yang unik

(pereka grafik, seni visual, perfileman, pereka landskap,
sunting, video, animasi, pengiklanan, pereka fesyen, pendandan rambut, kosmetik dan lain)

8. Telecommunication

Pekerjaan yang memberi perkhidmatan kepada
pelanggan yang selalunya berkaitan alat-alat telekomunikasi
dan teknologi

(pembantu jualan barangan komunikasi, celcom, maxis
p1 wimax, nokia, sony ericson, ogawa dan lain-lain)

9. Medical & Health

Pekerjaan yang berkaitan kesihatan dan fizikal.

(jururawat, doktor, pergigian, pembedahan, pengurusan
fisioterapi dan lain-lain)

10. Education (Pendidikan)

Pekerjaan yang mendidik dan memberi ilmu untuk dimanfaatkan
kepada anak-anak didikan.

(guru , guru tuisyen, pensyarah, pengatua, guru besar, jurubahasa
dan lain-lain)

Most Needed Jobs ( Hiruga's reaseach)

2011-03-31T20:33:00.000-07:00

i found this in http://www.recom.org/forum/showthread.php?t=3640

Actuary" is Rated One of the Best Jobs in America!
"Actuary" was recently included as one of the Best Careers of 2007 in US News and World Report. The job "actuary" has also been rated the second best job in the United States by the Jobs Rated Almanac (Sixth Edition, 2002). The popular reference book lists the actuarial profession above other highly regarded careers such as accountant or attorney. Only "biologist" rated higher.
The Jobs Rated Almanac printed five previous editions between 1988 and 2001. In two editions, "actuary" was rated as the best job and in two others, "actuary" was rated second best. "Actuary" has never been rated lower than fourth, a ranking it received in the fifth edition before climbing two spots in the most recent edition.
The editors compiled statistics on 250 occupations, from accountant to zoologist. The occupations are ranked on the basis of six key criteria: environment, income, employment outlook, physical demands, security, and stress. The data comes from government sources, such as the U.S. Bureau of Labor Statistics and the U.S. Census Bureau, as well as studies from trade associations and industry groups.

The Ten Best Jobs

Biologist
Actuary
Financial planner
Computer-systems analyst
Accountant
Software engineer
Meteorologist
Paralegal assistant
Statistician
Astronomer

and later on i found this http://hubpages.com/hub/What-are-the-most-suitable-jobs-for-those-who-are-Introverted_1

Top 25 Fastest Growing Industries for 2011

The Fastest Growing Industries for you to Consider

These are the following industries and specialty areas that are the most likely to grow rapidly and strongly in the immediate future.
Consulting: Management, technology, and scientific-related areas will proliferate.
Elderly Services: As “boomers” reach senior citizenship and enjoy good health, a wide variety of services will need staff.
Therapy: The areas of physical, occupational, and speech therapy are the most promising for opportunities.
EDP and Internet Hosting and Publishing: As mainstream readers move from the printed word to electronic news and information, hosting and publishing job opportunities should dramatically increase.
Home Health Care: As the population ages and health insurance companies tighten their budgets, home health care opportunities expand.
Cable and Satellite Programming: As the over-the-air networks face more quality competition from cable and satellite sources, job opportunities should continue an upward trend.
Computer Systems Design: Computer speed, power, and ability continues to increase and become intrinsic to all industries. While hardware design continues to provide opportunities, overall systems design is growing at a fast rate. The integration of hardware and software, particularly in the medical field, will accelerate new job opportunities.
Mental Health Services (non-physician): Non-psychiatric and physician services should hold steady (yet, still strong), but support service requirements should expand job prospects.
General Merchandise Retail: Brick and mortar retail stores should offer expanding job opportunities. Lower-level positions do not carry high compensation, but openings should abound as a good source of employment, particularly for younger members of the work force.
Outpatient Care: As medical procedures improve, in-patient hospital care necessities decline, making outpatient care job prospects ever brighter. Many procedures formally required multiple hospital residence. The success of arthroscopic surgery and non-invasive treatments allow more people to be fully treated as outpatients.
Other Health Practitioners: Health care is and will continue to gain importance for all ages. Support services need qualified professionals to maintain a high standard of care.
Medical and Diagnostic Laboratories: Superior health care depends on timely, accurate laboratory procedures. As diagnosis becomes more precise and effective, laboratory technicians and administrators enjoy many new job opportunities.
Employment Firms: When job opportunities are scarce, top employment firms, like Kelly Services, often control the best, most lucrative openings. During strong economies, good employment firms typically still offer the majority of the most promising job opportunities.
Waste Treatment: While it doesn’t have a high degree of “bling,” waste treatment companies should offer lucrative job opportunities in the coming years. As the population increases, the available land decreases, and concern for environmentally-friendly processes predominate, waste treatment enjoys expanding industry status.
Physician’s Offices and Administration: Along with the need for new physicians and registered nurses, the strong demand for health care will create expanding opportunities for assistants and administrators in medical offices.
Community and Personal Care Services: Social responsibility and personal care are becoming more important; the need for workers should continue to increase.
Facilities Support Services: As more companies “go green,” protecting the environment gains importance. Facilities management and support will generate new, exciting career options.
Administrative and Information Services: These areas, always important, suffered some stagnation during the recent recession. However, after frequent downsizing activities and the growing need for information sources, these industries will hunger for competent employees.
Chiropractors: The need for medical services combined with patient desires for effective treatment project to grow the chiropractic opportunities.
Software Publishers: You may initially question software development as a growth industry since it’s been near the top of the list for the past two decades. However, new software functions and features will generate even more opportunities in the coming years.
Education Support Services: While the need for pure educators should remain stable, support service opportunities project to increase as needs become more complex.
Passenger Transportation (air and surface): Air and road transportation continues to increase. Travelers require a myriad of services, both direct and indirect, to help get them to their destinations.
Daycare (juvenile and adult): As more women increase responsibility in the workforce and the population ages, daycare for both groups offer new opportunities to workers.
Independent Writers and Artists: The volume of websites, interactive and informational, continues to increase demand for words and entertainment. Independent writers and other artists enjoy an ever-increasing number of opportunities.
Optometric and Dental Services: The combination of an aging population and a general desire to be healthier while “looking good” will generate increased job options for eye and dental care.

Jobs For the 21st Century
With more and more jobs being exported overseas and the workplace becoming fiercely competitive, it is important to pick a career that will be in high demand in the future and afford you the lifestyle you want without creating credit and debt problems.
The following fields are associated with very healthy industries which are expected to continue growing at a faster than average rate:
Healthcare
Administration, Nursing, Physical Health, Dentistry, Mental Health
Technology
Biotechnology, Engineering, Information Technology
Business and Professional Services
Financial Services (Banking, Securities, Accounting, Insurance), Human Resources, Law, Communications, Public Relations, Sales and Marketing, Food Services
Public Service
Social Services, Education, State and Local Government
Emerging Careers
Although mostly unheard of today, the following careers are expected to be in high demand in the years to come:
information broker
job developer
leisure consultant
bionic electron technician
computational linquist
fiber optic technician
fusion engineer
image consultant
myotherapist
relocation counselor
retirement counselor
robot technician
space mechanic
underwater archaeologist

JOBS IN MALAYSIA

Accounting / Finance
General/Cost Acct
Banking/Financial
Audit & Taxation
Finance/Investment

Admin / HR
Clerical/Admin
Human Resources
Secretarial
Top Management

Sales / Marketing
Marketing
Sales-Corporate
Sales-Retail/General
Sales-Eng/Tech/IT
Telesales/Telemarketing
Sales-Financial Services
Merchandising

Arts / Media / Comm
Arts/Creative Design
Advertising
Public Relations
Entertainment

Services
Customer Service
Logistics/Supply Chain
Law/Legal Services
Tech & Helpdesk Support
Personal Care
Armed Forces
Social Services

Sciences
Chemistry
Food Tech/Nutritionist
Science & Tech
Agriculture
Biotechnology
Aviation
Actuarial/Statistics
Geology

Computer / IT
Software
Network/Sys/DB
Hardware

Engineering
Mechanical/Automotive
Electrical
Electronics
Other Eng
Oil/Gas
Industrial Eng
Chemical Eng
Environmental

Manufacturing
Manufacturing
Purchasing
Quality Control
Maintenance
Process Control

Building / Construction
Civil/Construction
Architect/Interior
Quantity Survey
Property/Real Estate

Hotel / Restaurant
Hotel/Tourism

Education / Training
Education
Training &Dev.

Healthcare
Nurse/Medical Support
Pharmacy
Doctor/Diagnosis

Others
General Work
Journalist/Editors
Publishing

Well thing the best job suits me reaLly well was in IT field .... -___-" too much jobs opportunity.. but even i'm good in IT... but i dont like it... the job was really fun.. be with computer all the days... THE CONCLUSION IS BUSINESS IS THE BEST JOB OPPORTUNITY ....

THIS is ReAl LoVe

2011-03-31T04:57:00.000-07:00

taken from http://theotherkhairul.blogspot.com/

The days for 5

2011-03-31T01:55:00.000-07:00

hahahaahaha hari ni adow ore tu kan .. dio kan belanjo MCD... belanjo Bfast .. wow.. hahahha temkiu2.. hahahaha gi la derak2 -___- KB mol jah... pidah gi date nga yaya... aku, haziq, azim nga naim duk meronda KB mol.. xpi pelik sero haziq xsey main pool.. hahahahaha dapat tahan daya tarikan walaupun ngaja ore main pool xdi :P... hahahaha pahtu gi popular beli 1 permainan.. hahahah bilo sep demo nok main??? hahahaha to pidah soryyy!! aku tinggal laptop dlm beg mu >_<"

No Problemo~

2011-03-30T02:10:00.000-07:00

if you read this than i will tell you....I LOVE YOU damn so much... i dont know how i'm like someone just on the first sight ... -_-" but ..... arrgghhh =_= i think i've publish such a stupid post!!! i'm weirdo maa. cant help.. well LOVE is PAIN.. i know IT VERY MUCH... in my entire life LOVE IS PAIN!! never give a happiness! the another thing is for u to like/love is IMPOSSIBLE ... I'm aware of that... the end will be PAIN full with sadness. well the melancholy of me...damn i HATE this feeling! i just want to find a pure love which ended with marriage... not the monkey's love or somewhat...a love which blessed by ALLAH...of course STUDIES COME FIRST... than families.. and love.. arrrgghhh stop believing in cock and bull story!! love doesn't exist !! im feeling BLUE when think about this.. all i need is act normaly face the truth stop hoping for someone who better than me.. just a feeling which tell love to you..just feeling... noting more... bye... dah banyak mengarut!!

DONT EXPECT TOO MUCH.... SHE NOT AVAILABLE AND NEVER LIKES ME.. FINE

luka hati :(

2011-03-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

she think me as a playboy... ok fine...... soo good... :( even my feeling was for real... why this happen? may be she think like that from begining. it hurts my feelin soo bad!! ya i'm bad boy... go away from me.... i'm i wrong liking you??? i dont ask to be couple or anything.. i'm just like... as a human... the feelings that Allah give... soo you think i've being a couple??? ... never... so kay... redha jah...

no jiwo2 for today

2011-03-27T09:49:00.001-07:00

i dont know :( i cant make a decision ... i'm out of my mind... please help me. i feel like useless studying more....... T___T

Aku copy dr org lain.. just share for all of us :)

2011-03-27T07:10:00.000-07:00

Heyyo guys. Apa cer SPM korang? Adik aku baru lepas amik result SPM gak. Nak kata straight A tu memang tak ah. Tapi kalau setakat naik pentas ambil slip tu ada lah juga. Ni mesti sebab ikut perangai abang dia yang belajar hanya untuk exam. Ehem.

Well, aku actually baru tahu yang most of operator yang kerja di kilang ke-3 di tempat praktikal aku adalah kawan kepada adik aku. Atau dengan kata lain, most of them satu kelas dengan adik aku. Oh, keciknya dunia ni. And then, memandangkan dieorang semua adalah lepasan SPM, semua pakat dok tanya aku pasal tempat-tempat untuk sambung belajar. Dan agak tak terkejut gak aku sebenarnya bila most of them tak tahu beza dan maksud-maskud istilah antara Sijil, Asasi, Matrik, Diploma, Form 6 dan Tahmidi yang ada dalam UPU tu.

First of all, result SPM korang penting. Result SPM korang still di perlukan untuk sambung degree bla bla bla. Tapi satu je korang kena ingat, once korang sambung A-level atau Pra U atau apa-apa lah, tak payah ah korang nak compare-comparekan orang based on result SPM dia. Sebab aku sendiri pernah nampak seorang budak lelaki yang gila-gila yang SPM dia biasa-biasa je; Result sem satu dia biasa-biasa je, tapi bila masuk ke sem dua hingga sem 5, result dia ah yang paling tinggi. Ya, sebab once korang dah sambung study, its gonna be a fresh start. Ini adalah benda yang aku tak perasan dulu-dulu. So now, im telling you supaya korang tak buat any of stupid mistakes yang aku pernah buat. In fact, kat entri ni, aku akan masukkan banyak benda yang aku nak cerita kan pasal diri aku secara tak langsung. Dengan kata lain, LEARN FROM MY STUPID MISTAKES.

Okay brader. Apa kata kau skip semua ayat merapu kau dan terus nyatakan beza setiap A level tu.
Actually, dalam banyak-banyak jenis-jenis level untuk sambung belajar, aku rasa yang paling famous adalah Matrikulasi (Matrik). Masing-masing pakat nak masuk Matrik ah. Berebut-rebut nak masuk matrik. Tak pun, semua pakat nak masuk UiTM. Apa-apa UiTM pun tak apa. Asalkan UiTM. Peh-lis. Padahal UiTM bukannya best pun. Mesti ramai terasa. HAHA.

Actually, tempat korang nak belajar seperti universiti atau kolej hanyalah menyumbang bawah dari 20% dari pencapaian korang. Selebihnya adalah dari ini initiative korang termasuklah 'nasib'. Kalau usaha plus nasib plus minat plus rezeki korang tu baik, maka, gempak lah result korang. Kalau tak, memang tak ah.

Secara simplenya, Pra-Universiti = Tamhidi = Asasi = Foundation = Matrikulasi = Form 6. Most of them adalah A level yang korang mungkin tak boleh guna langsung untuk dapatkan pekerjaan. So, macam mana nak bezakan antara mereka semua? Senang je:

Matrix

Under kerajaan - Tak perlu bayar. Siap dapat elaun lagi. (Pro)
Nak masuk susah (Contra)
Cepat tamat pengajian - Terus masuk degree. (Pro)
Subject yang compact dan pembelajaran yang laju (Contra)
Kurang praktikal (Contra)
Perlukan result yang gempak. Or else, akan di tendang. (Contra)
Matrik, korang dapat 3.5 pun belum tentu boleh pergi jauh. (Super Contra)
Lepasan Matrik tak boleh di gunakan untuk dapatkan kerja. (Contra)

Asasi / Foundation

Kalau under IPTS, kena bayar sendiri / Biasiswa. Loan or Pinjaman PTPTN dan MARA mostly not available. (Contra)
Nak masuk susah (Contra)
Cepat tamat pengajian - Terus masuk degree. (Pro)
Kurang praktikal (Contra)
Perlukan result yang gempak. Or else, akan di tendang. (Contra)
Kalau lulus, tempat / course (kos) untuk degree lebih terjamin berbanding Matrik. (Pro)
Sijil Asasi / Foundation tak boleh digunakan untuk dapatkan kerja. (Contra)

Diploma

Masa pembelajaran yang panjang - Mostly 3 hingga 4 tahun. Tapi sambung degree dengan hanya 2 tahun. (Not so contra)
Lebih praktikal dari Asasi dan Matrik dan Form 6 etc. (Pro)
Lebih peluang kerja - Matrik + Ijazah vs Diploma + Ijazah, Diploma + Ijazah akan menang. (Pro)
Ilmu lebih banyak dari Asasi dan Matrik - Diploma, kadang-kadang minor course lagi banyak dari major. (Pro)
Pembelajaran lebih relax. (Pro)
Mungkin melekakan. (Contra)
Diploma boleh di gunakan untuk dapatkan pekerjaan tak seperti Matrik dan Asasi.

Tahmidi (USIM)

Ini yang orang paling tak tahu maksudnya. Aku pun tak berapa tahu. Tapi apa yang aku tahu, ianya sama macam matrikulasi dan asasi. Tapi khas untuk lepasan sekolah agama sahaja mungkin.
Perlu power bahasa arab.

Form 6

Tempoh pengajian yang singkat (Pro)
Pembelajaran yang sukar, cepat dan compact. (Contra)
Korang score 4 flat dalam kelas aliran sains, sure korang boleh masuk apa course sains yang korang nak. (Super Pro)
Nak fly ke mana-mana pun tak der hal bila result 3.5 science stream. MARA sure sayang korang. (Super Pro)
STPM adalah peperiksaan yang paling sukar di asia. (Pro? Contra?)
STPM candidates akan sentiasa di dahului berbanding Matrik. (Pro)
STPM science stream, korang dapat pointer dalam 2.75 pun korang mungkin dah boleh kalahkan matrik yang pointer 3.2-3.4 (Pro).

Sijil

Pra- U (Contra)
Sijil boleh di gunakan untuk mendapatkan pekerjaan. Tak seperti Asasi, Foundation dan Matrik. (Pro)
Tempoh pengajian yang lama. Ambil sijil dalam 3 tahun, then kalau nak sambung Diploma dalam 2 or 1 1/2 tahun. Then sambung degree 2-3 tahun. Tempoh pengajian 6 tahun minima. (Contra)
Sesuai untuk orang yang nak masuk dalam bidang yang baru. Contohnya, korang kelas science then korang nak cebur dalam bidang Account, korang patut ambil Sijil Account.
Aku tak rekomen korang ambil Sijil.

Mari aku cerita sikit sebuah cerita pasal kawan aku yang bernama Fahmi. Ini bukan cerita pasal dia. Tapi pasal ayah dia.

Ayah dia adalah dari keluarga yang miskin. Amat miskin. Miskin macam mana? Miskin macam; Masa zaman ayah dia remaja dulu, ayah dia dapat tawaran belajar di sebuah sekolah english. Yuran hanya lah dua ringgit lima puluh sen (RM2.50). Tapi dia tak pergi sebab tak mampu. Adik ayah dia tu pula dapat pangkat 1 (straight A) dalam SRP. SRP tau bukan SPM. Tapi tak dapat sambung ke mana-mana sebab tak mampu dan hanya kerja di kilang. Rugi kan?

Tapi, ayah dia amat-amat di murahkan rezeki. Berbekalkan sijil SRP (sijil rendah pelajaran) je, dia jadi pekerja di TnB. Dia kerja kat situ sebab dia minat dengan benda-benda elektrik. And then, entah macam mana, pihak tnb suruh dia sambung pelajaran di penringkat diploma under TNB. And then, dari pekerja biasa-biasa, dia dapat diploma. Then pihak TNB taja lagi untuk degree. Then taja lagi untuk master. Now, ayah dia ada master. Bayangkan rezeki yang dia dapat. SPM is just a ticket. Kalau korang gagal dan kena maki dengan keluarga, just shut the fuuu up. There is nothing you can do except DO WHAT EVER YOU LIKE. Apa yang aku maksudkan di sini adalah minat dan keinginan untuk berjaya. So, get motivated and aim tentang apa yang korang minat.

Minat? Alaaa. Masuk je kos (course) apa-apa pun, minat kan boleh di pupuk.
Jangan fikir minat boleh di pupuk. Yes, surely minat boleh di pupuk. Tapi ianya umpama your last choice. So screw it sebab at the end of your life, korang still akan berbalik ke minat korang. Aku bagi contoh, this girl, Zazu Avan. Blog dia bertajuk "Don't Just Work For Money, Let Money Work For You!". Dari tajuk blog dia aku dah boleh agak apa profession yang dia masuk. Kalau korang baca SINI, korang akan tahu dia punya life flow or dia punya time line dari SPM hinggalah dia habis Master. Then kalau korang baca SINI, korang akan tahu sebab apa dia berhenti kerja even dia dah naik pangkat gila-gila serta gaji yang gempak. Yes, ianya di sebabkan the damn minat. Minat!

Nak pilih bidang atau kursus yang korang nak ceburi ni memang kena berfikir panjang gila ah. Serious shhhht nak kena berfikir panjang. Memilih course untuk sambung belajar adalah umpama korang pilih lorong gelongsor di Water Theme Park. Once korang dah meluncur dan accelerating, its hard untuk korang berhenti dan berpatah balik. First, nak hentikan acceleration tu gila ah susah. Second, nak berpatah balik dan pergi ke permulaan lorong. It is super hard and it takes time. Maksudnya, kalau korang rasa korang tak sesuai dengan sesuatu bidang tu, korang patut berhenti. Berhenti. Lupakan awek korang di kolej, lupakan skandal korang di University dan berhenti je. They are nothing anyway.

Dan andai kata korang ambil diploma. Then korang hanya boleh survive hingga tahun ke dua je. Then, korang nak berhenti untuk ambil course lain. Then jangan risau sebab korang boleh transfer kredit-koredit dari apa yang korang belajar di diploma yang lepas.

Tapi kan Abang K, I tak taw I minat course macam mana....
So, apa yang penting sebelum korang pilih kos / kursus / bidang / subjek korang, korang kena tahu tentang diri korang sendiri. Korang kena tahu apa yang korang minat dan korang kena tahu apa kemampuan korang. Sila rujuk balik kepada entri Tahu Otak Korang. Tapi memandangkan aku pun sekarang dah sedikit ragu-ragu pasal gambar tu, aku rasa korang patut jawab soalan Big Picture (Right Brain). Ini adalah soalan psychology tentang diri anda. Then, kalau dah seronok, korang boleh jawab soalan psikologi lain di SINI. Pilih mana-mana profile dari 1 hingga 9. Bila korang jawab soalan ni, korang sure akan faham tentang diri korang berfungsi. Sebab soalan-soalan tu menunjukkan keadaan diri korang dari segi psychology.

And, for the career issue, korang pergi ke survey Profile 6 dan Profile 4. Then korang decide lah sendiri apa yang korang nak based on result dari survey tersebut.

Well, korang ambil lah course kritikal yang macam mana pun. Korang ambil la kos yang banyak permintaan yang macam mana pun. Kalau korang tak ada minat, korang punya pekerjaan tak akan ke mana.

Aku dapat pointer 4 flat. Tapi kenapa aku susah nak dapat kerja?
For certain people, bila dia dapat pointer yang gila tinggi, dia dengan mudah akan dapat kerja. Tapi, ada certain people, bila pointer dia tinggi, dia tak dapat langsung kerja. Why? Ya ia di sebabkan oleh company tu sendiri. Korang tau tak sesebuah company yang biasa-biasa amat takut untuk ambil graduated student yang pointer gempak-gempak sebab takut dieorang demand habis. So, orang-orang yang pointer tinggi ni, better apply kerja di syarikat Shell atau Petronas atau ExxonMobil atau apa-apa je lah. Dan, well established company macam Petronas sure akan check latar belakarang korang secara detail. Kalau korang lack of praktikal, sure korang tak akan dapat masuk. Pengalaman 5 tahun at least. Kecuali kalau korang di bawah biasiswa Petronas / Company terbabit.

Kalau aku dapat peluang belajar kat luar negara, kau rasa aku patut pergi tak?
Yes, sure. Korang patut pergi. Persetan kan apa-apa kata orang-orang di sekeliling korang.

Course apa yang korang nak?
Macam yang aku cakap tadi, tahu pasal diri korang.

Kalau korang ada otak yang gempak yang boleh mengingat dengan sekali imbas, dan ada kebolehan yang superb dalam math, please please, appreciate it. Yes, sure lah ramai akan benci dengan korang bila korang asyik tidur dalam kelas, tapi bila result keluar, korang la yang paling gempak. Sure akan ada yang dengki. Well screw them sebab out there, ada berjuta lagi orang nak nak ada otak macam korang. Less effort but extra result. Awesome.

Jangan study hanya untuk exam. Kalau dulu, aku selalu kata? Apasal pulak? Semua orang pandang result. Result kau teruk, orang tak nak kawan. Kau tiru ke, kau menipu ke apa. Kalau result kau superb, semua orang happy dengan kau. Ada ke orang kisah kalau kau meniru? Kau ingat kalau kau cakap "At least result aku teruk pun sebab aku jawab exam atas usaha aku tanpa meniru". Well, kau ingat bila kau jawab macam tu, family korang akan kata "Oh, anak Papa. Its okay lah kalau macam tu"? No way. Tak ada siapa kisah pun korang cemerlang macam mana. SEBAB SEMUA STUDY FOR EXAM. EXAM SUCKS. KPANDAIAN KORANG HANYA DI TENTUKAN OLEH SATU BENDA YANG DI PANGGIL SLIP RESULT atau dengan kata lain, A PIECE SHIT OF PAPER.

Sebabnya simple je. Bila korang dah habis belajar dan nak bekerja, interviewer akan tanya soalan yang amat senang berkaitan dengan course korang. Dan kalau korang belajar hanya untuk exam, surely korang tak akan boleh jawab. Jenis soalan adalah macam "Lukiskan current flow". Tak pun "Apa nama Law untuk perubahan ni". Soalannya amat simple. Tapi kalau korang just study hanya untuk exam, then lupakan semua apa yang korang study, sure korang tak akan boleh jawab soalan tu. Ini adalah fakta yang berlambak orang-orang di sekitar aku cakap.

Dan jangan nafikan, 99.99999 % penduduk di dunia ni belajar hanya untuk duit. Macam aku. Aku belajar, then aku aim untuk dapat kerja yang gempak-gempak. Semuanya di sebbakan duit. Tapi, korang kena ingat, korang ambil course Medic or engineer pun, then cemerlang macam mana pun belum tentu korang boleh hidup dengan banyak duit. Sebab rezeki ni semua Allah yang kasi. Even korang tak ada SPM pun boleh jadi kaya. Even korang ambil course seni lukisan pun korang boleh jadi kaya dari Chemist kalau korang bernasib baik. So, jangan pandang rendah dengan orang yang ambil course-course biasa macam IT dan seni kulinari. Dieorang mungkin lagi hebat dari korang bila dah buka company sendiri.

kenapa mesti ada rasa cinta walaupon anda nekad xnak bercinta?

2011-03-26T06:56:00.001-07:00

sebab kita ni manusia.... =_=" arrrgghhhh!

Who am I?

2011-03-24T19:12:00.001-07:00

Who am I?

well my name given NIK ABD HAFIIDZ BIN NIK ABDUL MALEK huhe

I'm born in 7th January 1993...=_=" i've become old

noting special about me just a boy who lack of sports and education
not too bad not too good.. hahahaha

i want to become a doctor!! i wish to become doctor no matter what!!

people call me hiruga or apih or fiz or hafif -_- just chose one.

errrr... i dont really like to talk in blog.. coz i've made this blog since i confess to her

she someone i like but.... all my friends ask me to stop liking her... well how you guys suppose to like someone who has been couple with countless people....i will remember you F****

i just hope that you will change... luckily i wasn't couple with any girl... this blog suppose to be JIWANG..hahaha for sake of my life i was save from be DIRT! and i want to find someone really good. girl may be quite social with her friends .. so its ok... but when they got married they will stop their attitude =_=" ... i just want to find a nice and good-good girl!! who got strong religious in her heart.. and she will save me from darkness. even she educated girl but.. she will have time for her family.. like A*** said... she want take medic.. but she want to be housewife... hhahahha what a good girl... i wish that i can find someone who like her..

Akeboshi-Wind

2011-03-24T09:25:00.000-07:00

Cultivate your hunger, before you idealize
Motivate your anger, to make them all realize
Climbing the mountain, never coming down
Break into the contents, never falling down

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve
Sneakin' out the classroom, by the back door
A man railed at me twice though
But I didn't care
Waiting is wasting, for people like me

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cause you're so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cause you're so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/akeboshi/wind.html ]
You say, dreams are dreams
I ain't gonna play the fool anymore
You say, 'cause I still got my soul
Take your time baby
Your blood needs slowin' down
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom
Reflection of fear make shadow of nothing
Shadow of nothing
You still are blind if you see winding road
'Cause there's always straight way to the point you see

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cause you're so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cause you're so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to look so wise
Don't cry 'cause you're so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

'Cause you will hate yourself in the end
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

I LOVE YOU BUT I CANT :(

2011-03-24T03:23:00.000-07:00

its noting... i'm just hate my self for not able to get 9 As.... my biology ... i think i know why i did'nt get A because of damn paper 3!!! arrrggghhh! others same... but for english i was shocked!!! why i get B+??? haiya... i dont know why.. but i've done the best... :( i clueless now... where my next destination !!! even someone i like got GEMPAK result... i shame of her! =_=" even i dont know her really.. just meet :( sooo here's my result!!

BM A-
BI B+
SEJ A+
MATH A+
ADDMATH B+
BIO B+
CHEM A
PHYSIC B
PQS A
PSI B
BAT C+ =_=" sedih sero!!

I'm back~

2011-03-08T23:24:00.000-08:00

yeah~ it has been so long since i touch this blog.it almost 8 month.

emm~ first thing i dont want talk about romance here coz romance is fucking shit. damn human always fucking noob.

walla. what i'm talking about >_< nonsense i just want to be special in this world.

honestly i'm a bit absent-minded nowdays. the distance between me and GOD become further . Allahuakbar.lagho3

hiash~ i dont know what will happen to my result. i hope that i can score straight A~

i want to become someone usefull someone who educated. Allah please help me.

i'm bad in talking bout my life. =_=" err thats all~ haha

tgh cari2 bahan agama aku terjumpa ni

2010-08-24T00:01:00.000-07:00

Permudahkan Nikah Cegah Penzinaan

1. Sedang pelbagai pihak seperti buntu mencari penyelesaian kepada barah sosial yang menjurus kepada pergaulan dan seks bebas [ zina ] serta rogol dan buang bayi berleluasa pada hari ini , Dewan Pemuda PAS menyarankan satu program atau projek besar iaitu " Taysir az Ziwaj " dilaksanakan , khasnya oleh pihak berwajib.

2. Taysir Az Ziwaj ialah " Permudahkan Proses Perkahwinan " terutama kepada anak - anak muda yang tidak berkemampuan dari segi material untuk mendirikan rumahtangga tetapi dalam masa yang sama mempunyai keinginan yang tinggi untuk hidup berpasangan .

3. Islam adalah agama yang penuh dengan rahmah dan berkah. Ia diutuskan oleh Allah swt Tuhan yang mencipta manusia bukan untuk menghalang atau menidakkan keperluan manusia seperti keinginan [ nafsu ] syahwah dan sebagainya tetapi Islam datang untuk membetulkan dan memandu manusia agar melunas keinginannya secara yang betul , benar dan baik .

4. Gejala seks bebas [ zina ] dan rogol adalah angkara nafsu yang tidak terkawal dan ia disalurkan secara tidak betul , tidak benar dan membawa keburukan kepada diri dan orang lain . Sedang Islam menggalakkan perkahwinan [ aqad nikah ] agar hati manusia tenteram dan tenang serta nafsu dapat dikawal . Ini membawa kebaikan kepada semua ummat manusia .ala

Firman Allah swt yang bermaksud :

dan kahwinkanlah orang - orang bujang [ lelaki dan perempuan ] dari kalangan kamu dan orang - orang yang soleh dari hamba - hamba kamu , lelaki dan perempuan. Jika mereka miskin , Allah akan memberikan kekayaan kepada mereka dari limpah kurniaNya kerana Allah swt Maha Luas rahmat dan kurniaNya lagi Maha Mengetahui .

An Nuur : Ayat 32

5. Perkahwinan yang digalakkan oleh Islam ini sewajarnya dipermudahkan prosesnya agar generasi muda negara tidak liar dan kemaruk nafsu lalu terjebak dalam kancah seks bebas [ zina ]. Memudahkan prosesnya boleh dilakukan oleh pihak berwajib [kerajaan] seperti [ sekadar menyebut beberapa contoh ] :

Memberi peruntukan kepada pasangan muda yang ingin berkahwin
Memberi insentif sebagai galakan berkahwin
Mengurangkan karenah birokrasi yang menyulitkan
Kursus dan khidmat bimbingan perkahwinan secara percuma
Menganjurkan perkahwinan beramai - ramai yang menjimatkan
Mendidik masyarakat dengan budaya sederhana dalam majlis perkahwinan
Merendahkan hantaran perkahwinan

6. Antara kaedah mempermudahkan proses perkahwinan ini ialah Nikah Khitbah atau dalam bahasa mudah disebut oleh masyarakat kita sebagai Nikah Gantung . Nikah Khitbah adalah sama seperti nikah biasa mengikut hukum dan perundangan Islam yang mempunyai 5 rukunnya iaitu :

Suami
Isteri
Wali
Saksi
Aqad [ Ijab Qabul ]

cuma bezanya ialah pasangan pengantin [ suami isteri ] tidak tinggal serumah dalam tempoh - tempoh tertentu kerana beberapa keadaan seperti [sekadar menyebut beberapa contoh] :

Masih menuntut di kolej atau uniersiti
Tidak mempunyai kemampuan menyewa rumah
Belum bersedia menanggung komitmen kehidupan berumahtangga

justeru itu , buat tempoh tertentu pasangan suami isteri yang telah dinikahkan itu tinggal berasingan [ atas persetujuan bersama kedua - dua pihak ] dan barangkali tinggal bersama keluarga masing sehinggalah mereka merasakan segala halangan diatas telah selesai dan mereka benar - benar bersedia mengharungi kehidupan berumahtangga yang besar tanggungjawabnya.

7. Kelebihan Nikah Gantung ini ialah mereka adalah pasangan suami isteri yang sah mengikut hukum agama dan undang - undang negara . Andai dalam tempoh itu mereka bertemu , keluar makan , dating , study bersama bahkan kalau mereka terlanjur sekalipun mengadakan hubungan seks , maka apa yang mereka lakukan itu tidak salah atau tidak haram .

8. Andai berlaku kehamilan , maka pasangan itu tidak perlu panik terutama pihak gadis yang hamil kerana ia menghamilkan anaknya yang sah nasab [ keturunan ] . Bahkan nanti mereka tidak perlu malu dan menjauhkan diri dari keluarga kerana keluarga pula akan menyambut kedatangan bayi itu dengan bangga dan bermaruah .

9. Kes buang bayi yang berleluasa hari ini rata - ratanya adalah ekoran rasa panik dan hilang pertimbangan akibat malu dan hilang maruah dari pasangan terbabit. Malah mereka juga takut untuk kembali kepangkuan keluarga justeru mereka mengetahui bahawa hubungan mereka salah dan mereka hamil hasil hubungan terlarang . Ia memalukan keluarga dan mencemarkan maruah bangsa dan agama . Akhirnya , jalan pintas dan terdesak yang ada pada mereka ialah buang bayi tersebut dengan harapan selesai masaalah dan beban yang mereka hadapi tanpa mereka menyedari bahawa akan mencetus bencana yang lebih parah kepada sosial negara .

10. Sebenarnya Nikah Khitbah ini pernah dilakukan dalam masyarakat Arab . Menurut amalan tersebut , sewaktu majlis pertunangan , ia dilangsungkan sekali dengan majlis aqad nikah [ halflun nikah ] tetapi mempelai tidak boleh tinggal sekali [serumah] sehingga berlangsungnya pula majlis perkahwinan [haflul Qiran] . Terkadang tempoh itu [ antara pertunangan dan perkahwinan menjangkau tahun lamanya.]

11. Dalam masyarakat Melayu , amalan ini sebenarnya pernah diamalkan sebelum ini dengan nama Nikah Gantung . Ia pernah di kaji oleh beberapa Anthropologist seperti Paletz , Djamour dan Jones. Mereka mengistilahkan Nikah Gantung sebagai "Suspended Marriage Contract" iaitu satu fenomena sosial yang diamalkan oleh masyarakat Islam di Asia tenggara .

12. Malah menurut Abdul Jalil Borhan , perkara yang berkaitan dengan Nikah Gantung terdapat dalam seksyen 112 [dalam bahagian 5] enakmen Pentadbiran Agama Islam Johor.

Perbahasan Hukum

13. Salah satu dalil yang digunakan oleh sebahagian para alim ulama' ialah Perkahwinan Rasulullah saw dengan Aishah rha. menurut hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh Bukhari dan Muslim , Rasulullah saw telah mengahwini Aishah ketika berumur 6 tahun dan hanya duduk serumah ketika Aishah berumur 9 tahun . Hadis ini menjadi dalil berlakunya aqad nikah , maka bukan menjadi kewajipan bagi mempelai untuk terus tinggal serumah terutama atas persetujuan kedua pihak untuk beberapa tempoh yang dipersetujui.

14. Apabila pasangan pengantin [ nikah gantung ] bersetuju untuk tinggal berasingan kerana beberapa perkara yang diambil kira seperti yang saya sebutkan di atas tadi , maka tidaklah berbangkit isu nafkah batin [ jima' \ bersetubuh ] . Apa yang timbul ialah perbahasan dari segi nafkah zahir [ material ] . Berkait perkara ini , kita mempunyai beberapa pandangan :

a] Mazhab Zahiri seperti yang dinyatakan oleh Ibn Hizam iaitu nafkah ini [ nafkah zahir ] wajib dengan berlakunya aqad , maka selepas sahaja aqad nikah , suami wajib memberi nafkah zahir kepada isterinya .

b] Pandangan Jumhur ulama' iaitu nafkah zahir itu hanya wajib apabila isteri memenuhi syarat - syarat tertentu seperti isteri menyerahkan diri kepada suami [ berpindah ke tempat suami ] , boleh melakukan istimta' [ mengambil keseronokan] , jima' [ bersetubuh ] , isteri tidak keluar rumah tanpa izin suami dan seumpamanya .

15. Nikah khitbah dapat disimpulkan bahawa : bebanan nafkah itu tidak diwajibkan ke atas suami sekiranya kehidupan biasa suami isteri belum berlaku . Bagaimanapun sekiranya suami isteri tersebut keluar bersama , maka tiada halangan dari segi hukum syara' kerana mereka adalah suami isteri yang sah. Demikian juga andai berlaku kehamilan maka bayi itu sah dan mereka boleh menjalani kehidupan berkeluarga seperti biasa yang sah. Tidak perlulah mereka melarikan diri , buang bayi dan menggugurkan bayi atau membunuhnya .

16. Tegasnya saya sebutkan disini , terutama kepada pihak berkuasa agama , ibu bapa dan seluruh anggota masyarakat termasuk anak - anak muda agar mereka kembali kepada cara hidup Islam . Walaupun nikah gantung ini kelihatan seperti baru dalam negara kita bagi sesetengah pihak , tetapi ia lebih baik dari kita membiarkan anak - anak gadis dan teruna kita berpeleseran , bergaul bebas lalu akhirnya mereka terjebak dalam kancah seks bebas dan penzinaan yang memalukan . Bukan sahaja maruah keluarga dan agama tercalar , murka Allah swt itulah yang paling ditakuti .

MY DESIRE

2010-07-29T22:09:00.000-07:00

While you gave him flowers, you gave me thorns,

when all you did is smilling to him, all what i did is mourn,

while you were happy, i was in blue,

Because.....

while you loved him, i was in so in love with you... but

the true love is when i shed tears and i still want you

it is when you ignore me, i still love you

it is when you love another, i still smile and saying i'm happy for you

that is how i felt ; that is how i feel about you

thx always

I Love F

Miranda Cosgrove - Kissin' U

2010-07-23T22:58:00.000-07:00

Sparks Fly

It's like electricity. I might die,
when I forget how to breath,
You get closer, and there's nowhere,
In this world I’d rather be,
Time stops,
like everything around me is frozen,
and nothing matters than these,
A few moments,
when you where opened,
my minds of things I've never seen.
'Cause when I'm kissing you
my senses come alive,
almost like the puzzle pieces
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place,
you're all that it takes,
my doubts fade away
When I'm kissin' U
When I'm kissing you it all
starts making sense,
And all the questions I've been
asking in my head,
like are you the one,
should I really trust
Crystal Clear it becomes,
when I'm kissin' U
Past Loves,
they never got very far
Walls of made sure
I got in my heart
and I promise I wouldn't do this,
till I knew it was right for me,
But no one «no one»,
no guy that I met before
could make me «make me»,
feel so right and secure
And have you noticed,
I lose my focus,
and the world around me disappears
'Cause when I'm kissin' U
my senses come alive,
almost like the puzzle pieces
I've been trying to find.
Falls right into place,
you're all that it takes,
my doubts fade away,
When I'm kissin' U
When I'm kissin' U,
it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been
asking in my head,
like are you the one,
should I really trust,
Crystal Clear it becomes
when I'm kissin' U
I've never felt nothing like this,
It making me open up
no point even trying to fight this,
it kinda feels like it's love
Cause when I'm kissin' U,
my senses come alive,
almost like the puzzle pieces
I've been trying to find
Falls right into place,
you're all that it takes,
my doubts fade away,
When I'm kissin' U
When I'm kissin' U,
it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been
asking in my head,
like are you the one,
should I really trust,

Crystal Clear it becomes

when I'm kissin' U...

NATIONAL ROBOTIC COMPETITION (NCR) or WRO world robotic olympia

2010-07-08T10:21:00.000-07:00

adoi. aku dah bazirkan masa selama seminggu nak siap kan robot xguna nie... tapi xder rezeki lor... xpi xper kurang2 dapat la sijil nrc ... wakakakaka~ aper pom best la.... ni aku nak konsi screen shot sikit kat pertandingan tue.. errr gambar robot xder dgn aku.. kwn aku yg bwk camera ..aku terlupa~

nie masa nak tunggu ambik giliran show robot kitorang.

blur

programing NXT

RAWRRRR

cikgu tersayang~ heeeeeeeee

fucking robot!

masa kitorang boring

giler budak nie main game masa competition ...

teringat NRC 2008 kitorang boleh bronze

2010-06-30T07:10:00.000-07:00

tak caya tengak nie~ http://nrc.sasbadi.com/nrc2008/result.php?id=2_14&startFrom=K#anc101

tahun nie kana dapat gold yeah!!!

NATIONAL ROBOTIC COMPETITION (NCR)

2010-06-29T03:19:00.000-07:00

aduh~ spm semakin dekat minggu depan tanding NRC... robot lom siap lagi~ xda ideal nak buat camna ~ pergh~ kalu korang xkenal ape itu robot yg aku guna untuk pertandingan.... nama perkakas robot tu NXT... pertandingan ni world Class pertandingan.... kalua dekat malaysia kitorag tanding kat negara lain pom tanding jugak~ nama tajuk for secondary high school category adalah VErticle LiMit~ lor~ tanding final kat Philippine ~~ wish for me get there ~ wahahahah~ ni contoh2 NXT:

bawa balik HD

2010-06-29T03:00:00.000-07:00

huehuehue~ hari nie bwk balik hardisk kawan aku yg 1 terabyte heuheuehue~ ade 500 citer movie dan 100 dalam gembar HD ...wahhhhh~ aku nak tengok semua citer but SPM just around the corner~ heeeeeeee what should i do~

Single but not available

2010-06-28T05:02:00.000-07:00

those answer make me like a fool.... am i?? how i gonna face this in the future?? how i gonna face the truth? its really hurt .... i like you but you dont like me... i will not give up on you.. even i noe it is impossible... well, an idiom say every cloud has a silver lining... so i hope you will accept me someday.. huhu i know i cant force you.. but who am i? just normal guy with fucking problems ... you the only girl i trust and believe.. if you deserve a better guy... i will keep loving you.. but i hope when you find other guy than me i hope that i will lost my memories so that i won't feel hurt... thanks for being friends.

xpegi skolah~

2010-06-27T20:38:00.000-07:00

hari ni ponteng skolah bcoz my cousin was dead yesterday... Al Fatihah. I cant say i word... semua dlm family muram jer~ jenazah telah slamat dikebumikan.. so aku pun balik umah... pusing sana pusing sini... entah nak buat ape~ aku bukak lor blog org tersayang~ cewah~ ....tgk2 blog dia.. teringin nak main blog gak~ soo~ aku pun mula kan edit HTML blog aku~ punya la lama aku edit... than siap~ .................................. hehehe~ maka tertulis lah post ini~

borim lor~ nop tulis result mid year lah~ hue

2010-06-27T17:07:00.000-07:00

aduh~ exam nih memang teruk giler arr beb... A sikit sangat ... macam mana nak SPM la wehHH~ korang semua mesti better dr aku ~ well~ every cloud has a silver lining. yeah!!!!

nih result aku ade setengah lom dapat lagi:

BM= 68

BI= 78

SEJ=68

PQS=lom dapat rasa2 kena denda isap botol susu arrr

PSI= 67

MATHMODE= 68

ADDMATH=38 paling teruk shit

Bahasa Arab= 43 Lulus beb!!

Chemistry=60

Physic= 77

Bio= xtau... pak saudara sendiri yg mengajar

overall result mendukacitakan arrrrrrrrrr~ saya bukan calon SPM

lamo x main blog~

2010-06-25T04:52:00.000-07:00

waaaaaah~ to alll reader~
jom bergedik bersama~
boring laaaaa
wahhhhhhhhhh
wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~
muka babi kat atas lom delete lagi~
malas nak bukak photoshop edit banner
pastu kena coding html pulak~
konklusinya saya xdop maso
gi mano maso...
gi study
kakakkakaka buat lawak..
sebenarnya saya kuat tido~
tido 12 jam sehari~ LOL
thats all for today bye~hahahah

lamo xbloging

2010-06-05T04:02:00.001-07:00

emmmmmmmm~ xtahu nop oyak hapo bena~ well xsuko oyak pasal diri saya... biarlah ia rahsio~ hahaha

25/1/2010

2010-01-25T04:23:00.000-08:00

sombong nop mapuh nate mpp! de buleh paka baju biru gak sero debe arr~ fuck i hate them! tahun lepas dop gitu more ~ cibai arrr~

20/1/2010

2010-01-20T06:08:00.000-08:00

OMG~ lama x update blog~! kini kembali~ esok GOTONG ROYONG PERDANA KAT SKOLAH hahahah cam biasa LEts PonTeng wahhahahahahha Ponteng kat bilik it online lagi Best~! wahahahahahaha gotong royong makmal kom kasi kat budak2 jer~ XD .... notim to say~ papapapapapappapaI kalau Ade masa Akan Ku UPdaTe BloG TaK GuNa NI~ errr~ pasal kelas aku semua ore GilO2 hahahhahhah xdop la suNyi sgT~! hahahahahhahah BeNgonG2 saJoW~! at lease xdop la xbest duk maahad~ WEHHHHHH!!!! SPM!!!! arrrrrrrrr CHOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

8/1/2010

2010-01-08T06:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE SIS~!!!! huhauhauhuahu!

7/1/2010

2010-01-07T09:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

6/7/2010

2010-01-07T09:20:00.001-08:00

busy2~ xde nop bukok pc ... ni pom bukok 10 min jah~ xdop bendo nop oyak papai~

5/1/2010

2010-01-05T05:57:00.000-08:00

cam biasa gak~ xpi masa kat skolah ... terselah saem2 aku gile kuasa~ semo pakat nop jadi mpp~ pah jadi mpp xtegur doh saem~! metang2 jadi school council~ wak gitu pulop!!!~ kurang asam!!! emmm ~ badan still rasa sakit due to exsiden~ semalam~ uhh! nasib badan~ kerja tuhan~

4/1/2010

2010-01-05T05:54:00.000-08:00

emm~ notim special at day~ GI SKOLOH balik kul 4~ ooo~ maso ngorib esident moto~ hahahahh~ tersalah gear 1 muto gi laju pahtu masuk dlm longkang~ mujur de lompat~ xpi keno dada ~ sero supo patoh tulang~ oww~ xde gi pital la~ hahahahaha~ tobak xsey naik muto sampai bilo2~!!

3/1/2010

2010-01-03T05:56:00.000-08:00

wow! hari permulaan skolah 2010! gosh! bangun pom susah hahahahahah~ assembly cam biasa~ pengetua baru! wow! tekey molep duk skoloh maahad! sero lamo doh nop tubik xpi disebabkan faktor ibubapa~ cikgu disiplin pom membabi buta! cibai uhH!! pagi hari ngepek doh! pelajar wak bengang! pahtu bagi kelas! tgk duk kelas ngelas sains keh ikut result smu ... bodo pentadbiran skoloh! xsey ikut result pertengahan ! ore nop kelih spm bukey smu! kelas tu doh la sep2 jahat belakow~! aduh@@!!! cibai!~ tobak nop tubik skoloh!!! kelas nga paih bulat! xleh smip gak gi puteri xpo!~ pahtu meeting unit it xabis2 ~ bicey pasal kelas kom!~ kelik umoh mok2 saudara patin mari umoh melawat nenek~ xpi xdey jupo coz balik lewat dlm kul 5.o0pm owh! nthen~ sapa male nih duk naik blog lepas wak latihan kimia~! hahahahaha~! kato xsey on xpo .... online 30 min jah! ke arrr~ esop pulop papaI!~

2/1/2010

2010-01-03T05:42:00.000-08:00

oit !!! dah masuk hari sabtu!!! pegi 2syen! awal2 pagi! muka pucat semacam !~ hari ni keluar result!!!!! adoi~ masuk 2syen awal pagI~ sir bi mengajar~ hati tgh resah~! than ponten kelas kedua~ wow~ hari hujan~! bas lambat sampai! pendek cite lepas sampai skolah dapt result jayyid~ thx god! wow~ then meeting unit IT aku jadi PENGERUSI KELAB KOMPUTER, and NAIB PENGERUSI UNIT IT DAN MULTIMEDIA... jwtn besar wow!! spm esok lusa lagi! wahahah~ lantak la~! time ti ajam invite pegi smip! aku mula terpikir ! wow! nak masuk skolah smip laa~! kalau boleh~! coz kalau ikut result pmr aku lagi tinggi dr ajam~! hahaha~ cincai2 pegi beli pizza hut~! then mala online paling lama buat terakhir! papai dunia maya~

1/1/2010

2010-01-01T01:21:00.000-08:00

oh yeah dah bermula 1 jan ~ soo aku tahun ni azam baru aku nak jadikan blog ni sebangai diari aku wahahaha ~
hari ni macam biasa~ pagi xdi bangun lewat wahahah~! XD. berkemas gi tusyen~! sampai jumpa ciktin duk menunggu seseorang~ then senyum~ naik atas~ duk dlm kelas~ after that! cikgu masuk mengajar!` hahahaha

kimia = adoi keno mapus kow cikgu kimia!
add math=hohohoho~ belajar teknik cheating guna calculator!! wow thx cikgu!
math mode=biasa kelakar camtu~ belajar base~

than balik umah~ kelaparan! sampai makan nasi terus solat jumaat~ lepas tu online jap pusing2 fb~ than dl cite~ sampai kul 5.20~

mase tue~ ayah him n my mom kol kak lah datang umah~ tgk nenek gue hehehe~

pada malam tue~ aku mula risau~ otak pusing~! aduh~!!!!! esok result smu! damn! debar gileR!!! in the end xleh tido~!

still on going!~

happy new year aLL!!!

2009-12-30T22:01:00.003-08:00

NEW LIFE

2009-12-26T00:56:00.001-08:00

TURN OVER A NEW LEAF

DELETE PAST MAKE A FUTURE